When I think of you

When I think of you and all your silly lies
It brought me to the point, where I gouged out your eyes
Yes you yelled and yes you heard me laugh
when I tried to suffocate you while you were in the bath.
But not before I hit you and I threw you on the bed
and I bet you prayed to go that you were truly dead.
You tried to grab the phone but I grabbed you by the hair
and threw you against the wall, which I didn't know was there.
You yelled out loud my name with terror in your face
and I should have felt sorry, but that wasn't the case.
You then fell on the floor and I raped you in the ass
but not before I made you eat, shards of broken glass.
You asked me what was wrong, and I told you I was fine
and that you were still my lover and my beautiful sunshine.
You tried to run away but I took out my shotgun
and shot you in the leg, which made it hard to run.
You crawled into the closet, trying to catch your breath
but I shot you in the head, causing you your death.
I then took your limp body and stuffed it in a bag
and thought it'd be best, if I mailed it to your dad.