*Takes Hit*

Kick back,
Relax I never fear
I got a few words to exress that you just
Might wanna hear
Yeah its good to be me
Yeah it’s good to be free
I stay away from the hatred
That once lived in me
I keep a step up above,
And I ain’t stopping or slowin
Im showing people left and right
Like I know that it’s alright,
I cannot even express all the stress
That I had to deal to feel the way I wanted
Even for the next high.

Nicotine, Ecstasy
What would my momma think of me?
But I don’t even have to worry
Cuz Nothin’s botherin me.
And if im ever lost at sea
I know that for a fact
That I can get back on up track
Cause I aint ever goin back
I’ll tackle the ocean and I ride them waves
My lifes a servent, bitch, that I treat as a slave.
yes I will misbehave
cuz I only have one chance, before I fall in my grave.




Cuz I’m a real hope and I’m real reason
I would rather live in misery or hang
Myself for treason
If I ever disrespect, if I choose not to accept
Who I am and what I stand for in this world
That will reject.
All the dreamers and believers
And the people doing good
For your families and lovers
Even though you know you would.
I don’t think that most out there are
Even believing ,
Cuz what’s I’m seein are the lazy
And the ones there deceiving.

But now I’ll leave it up to you,
And now I’m paraphrasing
Let me get back to my life
And how I find it so amazing.
When I’m dazing
And im raising up my spirit
Like im blazing
Through these lyrics you
Will hear it
Like a ghost you shouldn’t fear it
So turn this on to your start your day
Get inspired, find your way
Live your life, make no delay,
pay attention to just what I say
cuz ive been through this all before
made every mistake and more
yet here I am still standing strong
cause now I know what’s right from wrong.

Till Next Time.

Michael Buble



Home.

Hey you.

Nut up or shut up Chase.


Nut up or shut up.

I don't/want it back.

Im just a scardy cat to run away from fairbanks to anchorage
to run away from my problems and pain but i'm going insane
I can't be rhyming right now, I miss so many people
i've burned so many bridges
why do am I writing on this shit
I should not be on drugs, that shits bad. WOOO.

Im so self concious i'll lay it on the table
My esteem is like a penny worth a cent.
Here i am not making any sense.
So tough on myself, I hope when I have kids I don't make they don't turn out like me.
What is the purpose of life, oh my. If people would see this blog I wouldn't know what they would think, So I wouldn't even guess.
How honest to I have to be, cuz I write this out for me to read
but I still lie to myself cuz I'm afraid. But why am I afraid
all this emotion comes out so fast, I'm not even slowing down
typing, My mind is running a million miles an hour
DO i wanna search for the fame, or is the fame a prison
that secretly looks tempting to the broke and little.
Is love on the inside?
What am I talking about?
SHould I post this?
What if someone reads this?
hahahaaaa

ohh the joys.
Oh the joys.

Oh the ups and downs.

I analyze waaay to much,
But im not taking a step back and looking at the joy just yet
because these drugs are here to make me feel.
They don't help me see.

I'm going to church tomorrow.

I'm way to weak.

I failed math and shouldn';t have graduated highschool
hahaha.

Math isn't everything though in life, but damn if I was good at that
I could put the peices of my life together like an equation.

Oooiaheroihaseokhfslfn

Hours

In a world full of violence.

Humans murdering Humans. (War or entertainment)
Men raping women. (for porn or it happens in real life)
Humans committing suicide. (for entertainment on movies
or someone you might know)



In a world full of pain.

Heartache from a loved one. (cheating, broken up with)
Death from a lover (accidental, suicidal)
Torture of fugitives held captive
(on movies for entertainment or anywhere in the world)



The difference here is one
is for entertainment on Movies, and T.V.

The other happens in real life. (Humans with feelings who aren't getting paid to do this.)

Why should I be watching movies when
I live in a world where it happens anyways?
What's the difference between CNN and the movies shown at theaters?
There is none.

Ughhh, I spend hours a week trying to make sense of this.

Leisadsa

hippity hoppoty hooo haaa.

Eshlish ans fialks.

butalks asoijnene

os eksaed aeofksnsw


bupsoi elakjnsu

dkkiusehhsa


sefdaiuue.

You (Me)

Invisible to the naked eye
but seen when you use your imagination.

seen as your friend,
with a personality of no other.

An intriguing individual
who has the looks and personality.
Not one or the other.

Flipside

Seen as unstable who crawls under the skin
with a humor so twisted beyond reason.
Can't tell if he's joking
or serious as ever.
So black and white in his ways
he is stuck.

Staying strong pt 2

Lets just take a minute and open our eyes
see corruption and the hate,
and the realize,
it's not fun
it sucks
and thats not joke
I'm working 2 jobs
and I'm still broke.
now don't come up to me telling me as well
cuz when I look at my life, I'm living in hell
I could rap for pennies, or food any day
But i'm working 8-5 cuz i got bills to pay
I've got the desire to live my life stress free
but it's not the life God choose for me.
Living in a world that's full of sin
I just can't compete with the competition.
Who I wanna be and what I wanna do
will not run congruent with you.
From the depths of hell, I have no choice
but to yell so loud, you'll hear my voice!

I wanna tell you a story...

Verse
I wanna tell you a story
but you always walk away from me...

when will you realize
and see the beauty within your own eyes....

How many times must I explain
your the reason for both our pain..

Too busy blinded by your hate
the pride you carry is too much weight.

Pre Chorus
All you need is too look inside
and save that person you let die


Chorus:
everything that we are
you've wasted away
So keep up that lie
cause one day you will pay

verse:
in yourself you don't believe
there's nothing left for you and me

now you've become a memory
I've given up to let you be

cause you're not worth my time
you've crossed too far over the line

come back again, I won't be here
my back is turned away from you my dear

(Pre Chorus)
Chorus
Solo
Chorus

everything we are
you've wasted away
So keep up that lie
cause one day you will pay

Outro:
So keep up that lie that you've created
cause me and you are so outdated

Explicitly Exciting.

Gary Gary pop her Cherry
How does everybody know?
perky boobs and cocks to show
with all their asses lined in a row.

Oh no.

Here I go

too much writings got me on edge
I'm leaning far over this ledge.

By a string, wire, or a line of coke
These highs I get help me to cope.
Stress, anxiety, or a stomach pain
Just cannot do when I am sane.

Listen to me, Listen close.
Listen to the lies at most.
Truth be told, will never happen
death do us part is just to gross.

When feeling good is in demand
through a shot or from my hand
Pleasure is my only give
when in reality,
I just can't live.

Friends and love I set aside
to have a thrill
a joyous ride.
I look for friends and love again
they're too far gone, in the end.

This will happen every time
when will I learn?
Maybe next time.
I can't keep putting life aside
because usage will not let me hide.

If I ever die alone
My life will not be truly known.
I want everyone to see
You can have fun on ecstasy.

Classic rock song. (1)

Do you wanna liiive
Do you know whats right?
Do you wanna seee
then listen closely

Ya just can't make it, cuz you'll never know how
that's what they told me long ago, look where I'm at now.
You wanna play with fire and see the light
come down below with me, lets share the sight.



Can you hear meeee
Do you truely understand
Can you set it all aside?
Take my hand, join the ride.

Pleasure is the game and considered a sin
but the passion behind it is where you can win
Rockin up a hell, with a storm of fire
they fed the devil inside
and freed my one desire.

Please God

Let me go all in alone
to take on a world I've never known..
I've never had anyone close
because I hurt
Then Sure enough,
someone gets close
it doesn't work
and then they're hurt.
I hurt them.
Why do I hurt them?

Because I hurt?

Who's to blame?
It's a such a shame
when my own heart
cannot be tamed.

This is my time to show the world.
I need the strength let me be heard.
Please help me God if your out there
and show me that you truly care.

Everyone will hate and a few of them love.
Everything good comes from above.

Slow Motion

Will I ever know that it really does end
how long can I leave myself open?
How many tears have I held back
when too much pride keeps me off track?

All these questions shoot to my brain
when glitter flows right through my veins.
Reality slips when I come down,
happiness starts underneath this frown.

When it kills me from the inside out
is now the time to yell and shout?
To be so quiet drives me to peace
but the anger and hatred will not decrease.

I take a look over these walls
where oblivion lurks and quietly crawls.
I dare not enter when I'm so high
these tears of joy are meant to cry.

All I need is to look inside
and find my real pleasure ride.
Besides Sex, Drugs or rock n roll,
Can all my friends just be my foes?

Blah Blah Blah

Tell it to my face,
everything you desire.
lemme know your rage,
I wanna feel your fire.

Don't try to refrain
tell it from the start.
Expose it as the truth
straight from your heart.

Who could tell it better
you experienced it all.
something I couldn't handle
it was you who stood tall.

I might not have known
where my heart ever was.
But your head was on straight
and you knew better,
just because.

Just because, or maybe so,
either way, love will die
and in one way, it will grow.

Clever words "will play" so to speak
like a game of verbal jousting
it's all just tongue and cheek.

Goodness me,
writing is what I always do
But I've got so emotions
to try and explain
that blogs will never do.