In a ditch

These feelings for you are strong and confusing
though you laugh at me and find it amusing.
You don't understand all I've been through
and I try to calmly explain it all to you.
But you turn away with your face in disgust
expecting me to give you full trust.
Well I won't do it, so fuck you bitch
I'll chop off your head, and throw it in a ditch.