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Listen to the love
Quiet all the hate.
Spread all of the peace
try and fit it in glove.
Let it overflow
fall onto the ground
then let's watch it grow.

Just a dream?

Who's the only one to make me fall to my knees?

Only you girl,
I can only say please.
On my hands and knees
I will beg in bitter sorrow.
I'm still in the past,
You're looking toward
Tomorrow.


I've lost what meant most
too selfish to see.
The only thing beautiful
has now slipped from me.


You would give a hundred
and I would give fifty.
My hands in the air
I admit that I'm guilty.

I always thought
that it was just about me.
The love you had,
I choose not to see.
I had so many chances,
that most would call luck.
But it ran dry and my boat sunk.

There you are locked,
I've reaped what I've sowed.
The combination to your heart
I'll never have the code.


Give me one more chance
So I Can make things right.
I hated when we argued
It started a big fight
Never mattered who was wrong
Never mattered who was right
Alright, I was wrong
I admit, so I im alone once again
Cuz I always seemed to loose
And you always seemed to win.
But I was too blind
Lets rewind
The past,
And bring it all back.
you will see along the way
That I just lost track.
slipped and fell
Practically broke my back
And in the end,
I lost you because of that.
But that's no excuse,
Maybe years later
You can be one to forgive
But it's something I regret
everything that I did
Well I'm a bad guy
Thats 10 reasons why
Now Im about to cry
Or maybe something more
Let me spare the details
And accept were no more.

A Day

A happy day
A day that everyone will say
"I hope your doing good today."
"Doing awesome, might I say."
"Why so awesome, why not okay?"
"If okay was the theme today
then It wouldn't be an awesome day."

So say your day was just okay
and not awesome in any way,
then is your okay day
filling up space on an awesome day?

Oh things you say
about an awesome day
makes my heart skip beats
okay.

So when I say
an awesome day
is only okay
if okay isn't filling space
in today
then we all may
have a wonderful day

on joyous glorious holiday!!!

I hold myself in contempt.

I live in your subconscious
and no matter how far away I go
or how many times you fall "in love",
I'll lay dormant in your thoughts and feelings.
Bury me as deep down as you can
and enjoy my departure.
I will be back.

Your friends support you 100%,
I'd understand why.

Some hate me so,
and that I know.

I see your friends throw out opinions about us
what we were,
what all happened.
They don't know shit.

They still don't know me,
They might know you.

but

They don't know us.
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As for that other fuckers out there
let them walk up to me and tell me how they feel.
Let him them tell me how I can make
someones world crumble
build it back up higher and tear it down
so it falls faster and longer.

I'd dare ANYONE to try and come up to
tell me some shit, that I don't already know.

LET THEM ALL FUCK ME UP.



But then I sit and think...

I've burned bridges, lost trust,
I've lost friends.
I've fucked myself over.
Anyone who tried to make my life miserable
would have no choice
but to turn around and walk back to there life
full of friends and contentment..

I'll spit in all of your faces...

Bitches.
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I don't deserve love,
EVERYONE hate me, because
I'm a closed cold minded FUCK.
I just can't seem to realize

That I am Me. Who is me?

I'd feel sad for someone like me.
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I want your pity
I want your hate
I want your greed and envy.

Or, if you don't have any of that,

Then show me your love.

I want your caring and loving feelings
that you carry so heavily on your shoulders.

If that's still not suitable,

Give me your indifference.

I want it so much,
I'd give up my own kids for it.
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I hope your tired of reading this same shit.
I love every fucking line of it.

This is real.
This is it.

Love your best friends
Your best friends Love you.

But as you know, Just like I know
There's only one true love.

Yet,
My heart isn't frozen
as I thought it was.

It's in a constant burning state.

I change,
but my heart
remains the same.

It keeps loving, it keeps hating.
It builds and destroys.


I feel I have very little control of it.
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I'm A Fucking Giant,
I'll keep growing till
My lungs collapse
and I end up hospitalized
on life support.

Yet, No one will cut me from it.
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Quite sometime from now..


When it's quiet...

I'll strike so fast....
like lightning bolts from the ground.


It will strike ten fold.
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Then once more,
I'll rise up again
and end up in your life.