Friends

As I sit here right now I look to the crowd
I feel so lonely and not even proud.
As I stare at everyone, staring back at me
I then come to realize that it's much harder to see.
The friends I had before are not the friends I know.
I wish I could act myself, as I put on this show
I'm shaking inside feeling so scared and confused
as everyone laughs at me being amused.
I guess I'm more neglected then abused
but this only shows that I'm extremely confused.