Cheating

I've got some problems I'd like to confess
It'll get out my anger and all of my stress.
There was a woman I loved, but was made of lies
and I couldn't imagine putting my penis in her thighs.
She wasn't serious, she wanted to have fun
but I went further, now I'm filling up gun.
It's been a relationship full of lies for three years
and this love we have is nothing as it appears.
With cops at the door, and pictures thrown across the floor
I would have killed her that mother fucking whore.
But momma taught me that I shouldn't hit a girl
though I don't have any way to let my anger unfurl.
So when I put this 40 to her chin
She knew there was no way could possibly win.
I pulled back the trigger while I clenched my eyes
but I fucking missed, which was probably wise.
Now I lay on the floor my heart isn't beating
but what I can say? That's what I get for cheating.