Face death

I need to face death without getting scared
I have no friends and won't be scared.
I want something to get me through this hell
but I have no friends to tell me farewell.
I want to end my life with this simple pull
but the gun that I'm holding isn't full.
I'm loosing my mind slowly going insane
and death is what I need to obtain.
I can't face my problems I'm too afraid
so I end this now with the stab of a blade.