My mother

My loathed mother crying in shame
for she's the only one to blame.
All of her mistakes and all of her sins
and all of her losses since she had no wins.
Having no friends and nowhere to go
she should be living in hell, 6 feet below.
A mother so crooked and fake beyond reason
living with her was like an act of treason.
I come straight out with tears in my eyes
because she was the one who was made of lies.
Who taught me that life was so black and white
and left me in darkness where I couldn't see light.
For many years I've lived in sweet sorrow
wondering if there would be a tomorrow.
Afraid of the truth since she hid it so well
because I was the one who could never tell.
So if my mom reads this all the way through
I want you to know that the joke is on you.